NightWatcher36

Im sorry to announce that im going to take a break from dA for a while. i feel like im not happy with the way my art is developing and i feel like i need time to try to get on the right path. Its frustrating to have my mind racing away with ideas, emotions, stories and feelings i want to express but instead ends up in drawing and put effort on some cheap picture thats just that! a picture! its kind of like the joy has faded. i feel like im not creating because i love it and wants to spend time on it, but out of habit and to just have something to do. it feels dull and when im drawing im not putting love into it but annoyance and anger bec

just realized that i have been here on dA for a year now.:la: man, time goes fast. this is actually the only place that is enough interesting to make me stay. usually i register, visits a few times and then lose interest and forgets about it.:shrug: i know i have been neglecting dA recently. my in-box is overflown with messages and deviations but i just dont have quite the motivation to do something about it. maybe ive been a bit down lately, i dont know. *sigh* guess im just lonely. school starts on next monday. BLEH, don wanna!DX cant concentrate on schoolwork, its so boring and FEELS so unnecessary. Geez! i must stopp just seeing the down

Im back home after cristmas celebrating with my grandparents!:D and im going to be a bit... busy for a while. i got these games for christmas i gotta play and, well you know how it is.^^; I really hope you also had a great holiday!:hug: see ya!:wave: